You're Fired!!

That was what I heard on September 1st. Those are 2 words I never ever thought I would hear in my WHOLE life. I had worked so hard since starting this job that it literally feels like I have been stabbed in the back. If this company can't see how much I have done and why the percentage of occupancy was 10% higher than laster year and at 97% when they fired me then they have a serious problem.

I wasted so much of my children's summer doing overtime (that I didn't get paid for) helping them achieve a goal that I won't even get the awesome feeling of reaching and that hurts so bad!

Now that I am slowly removing the knife from back I am having to figure out once again what I want to do with my life and I have to do it quickly because I was the job that paid the bills. I had the steady job with insurance, now I don't have that!!

I applied for unemployment and have also applied for a few jobs. I just really pray that God guides this family in the direction He desires. But gosh it is so hard to feel like you are being knocked down all the time. We just were starting to get our sea legs and here we are again out in the ocean without coast guard...